There is an ache within your soul for something ancient, something deep and wild. You feel it every time you see a scene like in Outlander with the women dancing around the stone circles, or witches being taught about their lineage, or a woman discovering her ancient power and using it to heal. It opens up a hunger in you that books, podcasts and even courses haven’t been able to satisfy.
You know with every cell of your being that you are here to LEAD. That you are here to bring forth your ancient Feminine Wisdom and Magic in a way that has never been seen before, and you are here to lead a movement, a revolution, your life strictly from the Feminine.
There is no question that you have the drive, I mean you are highly successful and have accomplished so much. Yet over the past few years you have gone through more death and rebirths than you can count. And we are not talking about small ones we are taking about break ups/divorce, losing friends or family members, buring your life or business to the ground, and everuthing in between. Despite moving through all of this, you are still clinging to parts of the past, standing at the threshold of going all in on yourself, and the most iconic, extraordinary life that is steeped in magic, pleasure and turn on…..but you are afraid to jump.
You are afraid to jump because you have NO model for what that kind fo woman looks like. You are the first woman in your lineage to do so much, you have more freedom, independence and wealth than any woman in your lineage and yet you want MORE. But what does that look like?! When inside it feels like having or being more would be dangerous.
You are the leader that you have been searching for, and that is terrifying. But you do not have to do this alone.
Thousands of years ago a woman like you would have gone to a mystery school where you talents, wisdom and devotion would have been taught and refined. You would have been surrounded with like minded women - sisters. You would have had wisdom passed down through grimoires, in circles, and in ceremony. But as modern women we do not have that!
We have podcasts, and books, and piece meal courses. Which you have done….and done well…..
But what you are yearning for what your soul is aching for is so much deeper…..
You crave an initiation but you do not want another certifications. You do not need to be certified in any one else’s techniques you need the space to bring forth your wisdom and magic.
You want a sacred temple for your Feminine! One that is not bound to a specific lineage but one where YOUR lineage takes center stage.
I’m Lauren Joyce and I grew up Catholic - going through 10 years of Cahtolic school and deeply internalizing the religious and good girl programming. I internalized it so deeply that I thought about becoming a nun! Which at this point makes sense - the energy of “devotion” was always there it was just pointed at the wrong thing.
When I was 25 my dad died, and my life turned upside down. I began to search for something, anything to ground me and help me navigate the unspeakable grief. I found myself in a personal devlopment program devoted to the idea of “pleasure and the Feminine”. I thought I would be able to bypass the grief, eat choclate cake without guilt and hopefully be a little happy.
What I came to find was like a trasure chest that had been hidden. The Goddess, the Feminine, Pleasure….things that internally I was freaking out about, feeling religious guilr and shame around were a salve for my soul. It was like I had been perpetually dehydrated and I finally took a drink of water.
I became OBSESSED. I started to deconstruct the religious programming as I leaned more and more into the Feminine and into Pleasure.
Then I learned about “the Sacred Sexual Priestess” and my world blew open. The fact that there were women in ancient times who not only owned their pleasure but it was their DEVOTIONAL PRACTICE - that it was holy, that it was what they were revered for……was the deepest religious healing I had ever experienced.
Over the past decade I have steeped myself in the Feminine, the ways of the Ancient and Sacred Feminine, ancesteral healing and lineage reclamation.
I have created the Feminine Initiation that you have been searching for!
Welcome to The (most epic but have no name for) Mystery School.
This temple of initiation is for the leader, the woman who is here to change her lineage backwards and forwards.
This year long deep and sacred space will move you through every Sacred Feminine Holy Day as well s 6 Ancient Feminine archetypal initiations.
Over the course of the year we will mark each of the Sacred Feminine Holy Days (Solstices, Equinoxes, Beltane, Samhain, etc) with a 3 day ritual. This helps us honor and deepend into each cylce of the year.
The 6 Sacred Feminine Initiations are:
The Dark Goddess - this is a space where you learn to love, honor and be turned on by the Dark, the death, the underworld. The Dark Goddess helps us to create and hold boundaries, to set fire to the things that are no longer serving us, and to be confrotable in the underworld. There is so much gold in the darkness - and yet we have been taught to fear it, to avoid it, and to disown it.
The Wild Woman - over the past 2000 years the Feminine has been caged. We have been forced to see the domesticated feminine as some goal to attain when the truth is the Feminine is WILD, she is feral, and she can not be caged. When you release your inner Wild Woman you allow yourself to come alive in ways you never have before and you are a force that will not submit.
The Seductress/Courtesan - this archetype is one we have been taught is dangerous. That a woman “like that” is morally corrupt, and deserves bad things to happen to her. And yet, it is in the owning our our pleasure, the flirtation and seduction of life that we awaken to our raw and Feminine power.
The Priestess - we have been taught that the spiritual leaders are the men and the masuline and yet - it is the Feminine that creates life and has a deep connection to the Divine. The Priestess is the part of us that knows we are Sovereign Spiritual beings, that our spiritual connection comes from within and is IN our bodies not in escaping them.
The Empress - this is where your leadership shines. The part of you that creates, and directs your empire aka your life. We have been told to see our power as something to downplay, something to avoid, and something that is dangerous. The Empress knows that it is ONLY the Feminine that is meant to lead.
The Witch/Mystic- you have magic in your bones, magic that was meant to be passed down through your lineage but thanks to the patriarchy and religion Feminine Magic was suppressed as a way to stay alive. And yet, you are here to reclaim your ancestral and lineage magic and wisdom. This is a returning to your roots, to working with magic and to reconnecting to your lineage as well as becoming the spiritual matriarch of your lineage moving forward.
In between the Holy Day rituals and the Initiations there will be connection and mentorship calls where we are deepening our embodiment of the archetypes and our Feminine power.
This space is for the woman who wants DEPTH, who knows that being on the path of the Feminine is a lifelong commitment, and a daily devotional practice. Moving through a year together is a privledge not a burden. This is not a space where you get some kind of quick fix for your “feminine” but a TEMPLE of devotion, refinement, and embodiment.
These archetypes have been specifically chosen as a pathway to Feminine Soveriegnity. None of these archetypes are connected to men, or how to be chosen by one. This space is not one where you are working on how to get a man or male validations this is a space where you are taking your power back from all of the patriarchal and religious programming that has kept women and the Feminine oppressed for millennia.
The Investment:
Early Enrollment before September 12 $6500 or $584/ month for 12 months
Regular Enrollment : $7500 or $667/month for 12 months.
The first 3 women who pay in full will receive a BONUS IN PERSON INTENSIVE (in Pittsburgh) to be hosted at some point in the next 12 months.
Want to supercharge your experince? Join The High Priestess of Pleasure mastermind for 4 months this includes biweekly intiamte calls, small group access and a 3 day IN PERSON retreat!
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