Sovereign
The Sacred Sexual Priestess Temple.
You walk into the temple, that is adorned with gold. There are plush red couches along the corridors. You enter into the room that is full of beautiful decorations, plush couches, there are sweets and fruits on the tables around the room.
You look around and see the other women, dressed in an expensive dress that drapes every curve of their bodies, you notice you are wearing the same gown, it feels luxurious against your skin. You all smile at each other, you know each other, you have a sense of sisterhood here.
You sit on one of the couches, and lounge back, you take a sip of wine from the gold chalice placed there specifically for you, you pup some fruit into your mouth and the burst of sweetness hits the back of your mouth, a giant smile comes across your face.
You look to the right and you see the statue of the Goddess, She is more than life like, there is almost a glow coming off of this Divine statue. You notice gifts of food, luxuries, gold at the feet of the statue.
You begin to hear music playing, a drum, and you stand up along with all of the other women in the room you dance around, the embodiment of joy. After the song ends you make your way to your room, traveling down the hallway to a room that feels even more luxurious and divine than the great room you were just in.
You see another state of the Goddess there, you walk over and kneel before her giving her thanks.
You see a bed with drapes along the side you go and lie down there as you find yourself deepening into a pleasure ritual.
You have this knowing that……
You are a Sacred Sexual Priestess, You are the embodiment of the Goddess, you are the bridge between sexuality and spirituality, you bring the sacred back into the body.
This imagery either resonates with you, brings up a past life memory, is reminiscent of a dream you have had before.
Because you ARE a Sacred Sexual Priestess, and part of your work here is to bring forth your magic and medicine through integrating your sacred sexuality.
You know it, deep down, and as scared as you may be to admit it - The Goddess has been calling to you to step into this archetype, this energy,this essence.
You are a leader, a healer, a coach, a mentor, a woman who has done spiritual and personal development and is ready to have a massive impact in the world, and to bring your unique magic and medicine forward.
You want to put your work into the world in an authentic way, and you want your work, your life, to be grounded in pleasure, in sensuality as well as spiritually.
Your full expression, your legacy work, your unique magic, your empire will only be birthed through you going within…..while being held in the Feminine, in a community, and deconditioning the patriarchy and internalized misogyny.
The Sacred Sexual Priestess, the Sacred Prostitute, the Holy Whore is not just an archetype or an energy but was a position that many women held in various civilizations throughout the ancient world.
There were temple Priestesses usually for Goddesses such as Aphrodite, Isis, Venus or Inanna.
They held high ranking and status in society.
They were skilled in the erotic, in pleasure and sex magic.
They were seen as the Goddess embodied in a woman, they were seen as the link between the spiritual and sexual.
But once the patriarchy swooped in and cut the Goddess out of the picture, it also cut the Goddess and Sacred Sexual Priestesses out of society and the collective conscious.
So we as women have been left without a model for what it means to be deeply embodied, owning your sexuality AND spiritually connected.
We were left with the Virgin or the Whore for our models. We were told that Eve was the downfall of humanity and the woman to model ourselves after was a “virgin” who never had sex. If we didn’t follow that model the only other option was the dirty, shameful whore who needed the male god to “forgive” her.
This lack of the Goddess and lack of an archetype for women to look up to that encompasses all parts of our humanity AND divinity has left us thousands of years later so angry, resentful, living our lives in response to the patriarchy. We have forgotten that we are in fact we are a Creatrix, that we have the portal of life between our legs (even if you never have children).
We walk around cut off from our power, our erotic, our sensuality constantly worrying that we are too much and afraid that we are not enough all at the same time.
This container, this sacred journey is for the woman who is ready to unleash and untame her Feminine expression who wants to dive deep into the Divine Feminine, history, releasing and shedding religious, societal, and ancestral conditioning in order to be the Embodied Feminine Leader who was placed on this planet, at this moment for a reason.
I’ve been where you are right now, having a deep desire to go within, to awaken more of your Feminine power.
I grew up Catholic, went through 10 years of Catholic school. There was a short time where I thought I was going to be a nun. I desperately wanted to be the “good Catholic girl”. This idea was force fed to me my entire life. I thought the harder I tried, the more “good” I was the more I would get what I wanted.
After high school I realized the church was not for me and I swung to the I don’t believe in anything side of the pendulum. I was very much trying to live out the good girl life…college, boyfriend who I was trying to convince myself I needed to marry, a job I didn’t love but was fine…..and I would have continued down that road, but my dad died. And the loss shook me to my core.
Not knowing how to handle a loss like this or grief of any kind, I started searching. Most women come to this work through a loss, through a dark night of the soul, through the Dark Goddess calling them down and in.
I found myself in Regena Thomashauer’s Mastery program - now I had never even read “The Secret”, and there I was in a 5 month immersion course on pleasure and sensuality, with a woman throwing around the word Pussy like it was nothing.
Being the good little Catholic girl I was brought up to be - this was terrifying and confronting. But there was something inside of me that knew THIS, the Feminine, pleasure, sexual power WAS IT! I saw myself grow in confidence, navigate the loss in a healthy way, and bloom into the woman I always knew myself to be.
It wasn’t the external achievements that gave me this feeling of fulfillment, empowerment and happiness, it was healing, embracing and celebrating my Feminine power, sensuality and sexuality.
I soaked up EVERYTHING I could. Got every certification I could - I think I have 12 at this point, yeah I know an over achiever knows an over achiever.
I have spent the past 10 years, studying, embodying, learning and coaching around the Feminine, sexuality, Feminine power, relationships and Feminine leadership.
You see, my Pleasure awakening went hand in hand with a Spiritual awakening.
Because in order to Unapologetically own my sexiness, my desire, my pleasure I had to confront and heal all of the religious conditioning and trauma that was in direct conflict of being becoming the WOMAN who I knew myself to be.
Because of my religious conditioning I became OBSESSED with Sacred Sexual Priestesses. It felt like the most REBELLIOUS archetype because I spent my entire life learning that my sexuality and desire was sinful. And this archetype was the liberation of not only is it ok….but it is SACRED and an avenue to the DIVINE!
Quite honestly this is the program and initiation I wish I would have had about 7 years ago, it would have saved me about 5-7 years of self study.
I am here to be a stand for you to be the most Wildly Unapologetic version of yourself. I am here to hold the space for you to deepen your power and leadership, and I am here to be the support as you go to the corners of the shadow and taboo of female sexuality.
Included:
Opening of the Temple: March 3rd 10am-1pm EST
2 calls/ month - March 7th - August 29th The 1st and 3rd Tuesdays at 4pm EST
1 - 90 minute call with Feminine Initiation - this is where we activate and embody different Feminine archetypes and energies.
1 - 60 minute Q&A calls/ month - laser coaching, support and taking this work deeper.
Voxer thread with me and the other women. Daily accountability, support and connection
There are 15 thrones available for this round.
This space is about stepping into a new way of life, a new way of being, a new paradigm.
What We Will Be Covering:
Prior to the opening of this space you will be given pre-work, an opening ritual, and a 30 days of Reclaiming your Wild and Sexy Feminine to begin your journey.
Throughout our time together we will be utilizing:
A mix of esoteric principles and grounded practices.
Ancient Feminine rites and rituals
High level content for our intellectual selves.
Deep connection and support on a private thread.
Private mentorship.
Embodiment practices including self pleasuring practices.
Meditations and guided inner work
So much more.
Investment: $6,000
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Down payment $1500 and 6 payments of $888
If you want to chat and see if this is right for you - message me on Facebook or Instagram @themagneticwoman
Add on The Retreat
This retreat is open to anyone, but as a part of Sovereign you receive a discount for this retreat if you choose to come.
In Person Retreat
May 29-June 1, 2023 - South of France and the Mary Magdalene Cave
This retreat is specifically chosen because Mary Magdalene was a Sacred Sexual Priestess, and we will be learning from her lineage of spirituality.
What better way to drop into the energy of a Sacred Sexual Priestess than to visit a cave where She spent 30 years of her life!
I recommend planning to stay 6-7 days giving yourself enough time to travel and integrate.
Included in these retreats are the space for the days, excursions, food at the retreat space and during the excursions.
Not included: travel to and from the retreat, accommodations, anything else during your trip
Just let Lauren know that you want to add on the retreat and you will receive a seperate invoice.
If Sovereign isn’t right for you but you want to dive into this work in a different way, I want to invite you to look into
The Red Temple.
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